tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-57182157968604123392024-03-05T15:43:32.965+08:00My Side of Storymukrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10900059102818856491noreply@blogger.comBlogger106125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718215796860412339.post-28073763917481536632022-01-31T15:43:00.000+08:002022-01-31T15:43:01.020+08:006 years Fast Forward<p style="text-align: justify;"> Assalamualaikum and Good Day Fellow Readers,</p><p style="text-align: justify;"><br /></p><p style="text-align: justify;">I do not know whether you're still keen to blogging anymore. Believe me, I was strayed from blogging for along time. though I do love the passion and love being put into my blogs. Well I'm entered my 30's so some say it's when the beginning started. Well I pray for the best.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">So my last blog was on 2016. Now it is 2022, so 6 years had past without any entry or insight from my side of story. there are so many thing happen during the span of 6 years sad and happy memories, mistakes that make me wise to face the future.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">Being happily married for 5 years now with my University sweet heart. Marry her was one of my biggest rights in my life. though I kid you not into her at first. but as the conversation and relationship moves, there's a bond that is much more than friendship; love. She taught me how to behave and become a better man. Both spiritual and appearance. I learnt how to lower my ego and it is better to lose rather than to lose her. Moment without her being happy was not a good one. But we do manage to reconcile and move forward.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">I'm with 3 children. My two beautiful first born twins and a little angel with big eyes. I love them very much is a cliche statement. So I'm gonna quote from Barney</p><p style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><span style="background-color: #202124; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: left;">"You are the love of my life, </span><b style="background-color: #202124; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: left;">Everything I have and everything I am is yours</b><span style="background-color: #202124; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: left;">."</span> </span></p><p style="text-align: justify;">The love for your children is indescribable. But once you felt it, it is a mix of endless love for your child and realization how your parents love you. It like no matter what you do, i'm gonna love you. The struggle with the twins were hard, both financially and mental. One cry, another will join crying. One sleeps another crying, then they rotate. They endless sleepless night had help me to appreciate a simple siesta during the day. The twins now a proud sister of the new child. Where they love to play and took care of her. My forever angel do not grow fast my dear.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">Though I had been married for 5 years, i had not move out from my mom house yet. Still living with safety net. Hopefully will venture through safety net less life in few months. I bought a flat after being married. A simple flat for my family. Seeking to create a memories for the years to come.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">All in all. The hardship in life had brought me here to this day, this moment. To ensure you, my dear readers. It is fine to be slow in life as long as you move forward. Never afraid to make mistakes. Though I do still have more to learn but i do feel much wiser 6 years ago. Love you all.</p><p style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3;">The </span></p>mukrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10900059102818856491noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718215796860412339.post-40660091022489271922016-03-31T13:31:00.001+08:002016-03-31T13:31:10.454+08:00Me Crush Coming Again<span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; color: #252525; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 22.4px;">to-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; color: #252525; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 22.4px;">Creeps in this petty pace from day to day,</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; color: #252525; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 22.4px;">And all our yesterdays have lighted fools</span><br />
<span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; color: #252525; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 22.4px;">The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; color: #252525; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 22.4px;">And then is heard no more. It is a tale</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #f9f9f9; color: #252525; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 22.4px;">Yesterday I dreamt of her. SHe who had been long gone in my life. But the effect of it was, memories of her crept into me. she was my best friend, my laugh buddy, the only girl who contact me from primary school. Yesterday I dreamt about you. You who encounter an immature Mukris. The one who moves to fast. The one who put entire song lyrics into card. The one who eager wants you to be his girl friend. Why do we lost contact? My embarrasment for sure. I lost counts on how many times did I made a fool out of myself. Foolish me, Young and Bold.....</span><br />
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It was the final day at Teratai. Man I can't sleep maybe because it's gonna be a good day tomorrow or a sign to another revelation? A new revelation to be known. So i took a few puff then I saw room across is open and lighted. So i go ahead as it was my friend's room and as i went, i saw and i just passed the room with despair,sadness and fail. I saw u with another guy.</div>
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there's a time where we all at his house and his said he has a date. With someone he won't tell us. Even i keep on digging, still no answer. no wonder he won't tell me. No wonder you sat besides him during the trip to Dungun. At first it was a joke, but unfortunately it turns to be a reality. I checked your phone while you bathed. My fault. But dude don't judge me. I don't mean to interfere with people's life. I treat him like my besties I would like to know who you havin relation with? Fiera. That's the name of the girl who i thought before. Maybe it was ur pal durin the high school year, well how should i know more. </div>
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I asked u. I told u. That i Knew bout u and him. But still u deny. Deny like it never happen. Well i can't force to tell me, if u won't. Since I'm not your besties. Speaking of besties, i dun really want one now. But then, the day after you crawled back to me when a girl confessed to you and told u to share with me. I dunno whether it is your doing or u done it for the sake of her. We have a good talk . but man dun go to the butt side. It ain't manly. But i kept your words on changing unfortunately i have not seen it.</div>
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I'm done with you. Come on. You have to realize. What will be the future between you two? Do you really want to be in a homo relation for the rest of your life? Man think! This is not me giving up. this is me expressing my despair of not talkin u out again. How embarrass for me to think of your priority but u simply avoiding it. Love man as your buddyfamily but not nearly as lovers.</div>
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mukrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10900059102818856491noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718215796860412339.post-9053636917406702892013-10-17T00:57:00.001+08:002013-10-17T00:57:24.738+08:00Terukir dlam LautMan o man o man.....<br />
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It's been ages since i've post any updates or blog. Miss the old days. Yeah it is coming to end. No more blogging for fun. Then era of blog dawn has come, but i love blog. My heart fall that time but i done with her. I have enough time fooling around with you and now i'm no longer going to try to fall for you. Courtesy from Barney Stinson. Malu kowt ajak tgk movie then krik krik. x krik krik pon ad hal katenye. Malu gue. Then after that incident krik krik sgt. Dah r dlm library, krik power of 2, then i x phm ratio dlm accounting. Die krik akoo krik krik. enough of krik krik for now. Gotta let the feeling go. x bagus n x beretika. gitew ko. Mengarot ka? Ad org bc enggak? to my readers, do drop by comment if ok. Saje ja mahu tgk siapa yg bc lg. Mate gue udah terok. leyh jd Cyclops mcm x-men. Drive malam x nmpk jalan. Tgk movie dlm laptop wassalamu sakit mata tros tidoq. Bercelaru blog gue. Sok i organized k.mukrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10900059102818856491noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718215796860412339.post-47795354242872600742013-06-18T21:57:00.001+08:002013-06-18T21:57:56.998+08:00i think i lovestonedfound this article from a random site.. am i lovestoned again??<br />
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Lelaki sememangnya sukar diramal. Tidak semua gerak gerinya dapat di baca. Namun, satu pekara yang sememangnya mereka tidak boleh sorokkan iaitu 10 tanda bila si dia mula angau dengan mu. Jom ketahui bagaimana rahsianya mula terbongkar.</div>
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<b>1) MULA BERI BERIBU PERHATIAN</b></div>
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Jika sikapnya yang dahulu acuh tak acuh sudah tidak kelihatan, dan si dia mula memberimu beribu perhatian itu tandanya si dia mula mengambil berat tentang mu.</div>
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<b>2) INGAT SEGALA PEKARA TENTANG MU</b></div>
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Wah nampaknya si dia memang serius dengan setiap perbualan kamu. Segala tentang kamu walaupun sekecil semut sekalipun si dia masih ingat dan tidak lupa, itu bermakna si dia memang peka dengan apa sahaja yang sedang dibualkan oleh kamu berdua.</div>
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<b>3) TIDAK AKAN MENYUSAHKAN KAMU</b></div>
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Si dia akan cuba sedaya upaya untuk tidak menyusahkan kamu. Jadi jika kamu dalam kesusahan jangan panik, si dia pasti akan menolongmu.</div>
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<b>4) TIDAK MUDAH MENABUR JANJI</b></div>
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Lelaki yang benar-benar mencintai kamu tidak akan sewenang-wenangnya menabur janji pada kamu. Ini kerana, mereka takut untuk memungkiri janji dan melukakan hati kamu</div>
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<b>5) MENCINTAI SEGALA KELEMAHAN MU</b></div>
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Bila si lelaki mula mencintai setiap kelemahan kamu itu bermakna si dia betul-betul menerima kelebihan dan kelemahan kamu. Inilah masanya untuk kamu berterima kasih padanya kerana si dia sanggup menerima segala kelemahanmu. </div>
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<b>6) BERI LAYANAN ISTIMEWA</b></div>
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Lelaki ni selalunya, bila dia menganggap seseorang itu hanya sebagai kawan dia akan bersikap 'natural' sahaja. tetapi, bila dia dah mula meletakkan kamu di kedudukan yang istimewa, tentunya kamu akan di layan dengan sehabis baik!</div>
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<b>7) KAMU LAH SATU-SATUNYA DI FIKIRANNYA</b></div>
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Jejaka yang benar-benar mencintai kamu tidak akan sesekali cuba mendekati wanita lain. Si dia akan mula berkelakuan seperti kamu sahaja wanita yang ada dalam fikirannya. Besar kemungkinan takut-takut kamu pula yang akan rasa seperti dikong-kong dan rimas.</div>
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<b>8) SENTIASA MENCURI MASA UNTUK BERJUMPA</b></div>
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Ada sahaja alasannya untuk berjumpa dengan mu. Bila si dia mula cuba mencuri masa untuk bersama kamu itu bermakna si dia benar-benar mahu menghabiskan waktu hanya bersama kamu.</div>
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<b>9) SUKAR MEMBERI ALASAN MENGAPA DIA MENCINTAIMU</b></div>
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Bila si jejaka sukar untuk menerangkan mengapa dia mencintaimu itu bermakna si dia benar-benar sudah jatuh hati dengan mu! </div>
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<b>10) BERSEDIA UNTUK BERJUMPA DENGAN ORANG TUA MU</b></div>
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Bukan mudah untuk si dia berani berhadapan dengan orang tua mu. Jika si dia mula menunjukan respon dan gerak geri yang positif ketika ingin berjumpa dengan keluarga mu itu bermakna si dia sudah bersedia untuk ke peringkat seterusnya.</div>
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mukrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10900059102818856491noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718215796860412339.post-91578014073270625752013-06-16T13:48:00.002+08:002013-06-16T13:48:22.258+08:00metaphora metaphor is a tool used by writers to visualize the sentences or the things that they want to express. either a sea of fire or dragon. this week, i stumble on a road, and when i rise i see a junction. a path to continue my happiness another to a beginning of a undefined happiness. i stunted for a moment.which path should i choose. the happiness or the undefined? i ask people around. which one should i choose? one say think very thoroughly. you have a home now and you're headed to one now. do you really want to risk that house for an undefined house? you now are tend to the undefined because you always think of it rather than the happiness you have felt. you have a home, and you have to close your heart to another land. then i ask another walker, he answered know your limit. if you can confine yourself then it is ok. if you know you will fond of undefined place if you visit it, then it would not be a good plan. i realize something today. when you are in a predicament, never be alone, instead talk to your friend, ask the Al-mighty Allah for Allah guide. when no one else to turn to, there are always Allah and your family. N by family, it doesn't restrict to your bloodline. a friend who r close could be your family. the thing is, i already promise the undefined land for a visit. maybe i ask a friend to tag along so it would not be superly awkward. how relieved i felt after sharing with my friend. yesterday a friend told me a casual answer. it do helpful, if i want to start the other path. but today a friend has clear my mind, to actually think wisely. do the right thing rather than do thing right. for that i forever thank Mir Mir. and that wrap up for this blog. a metaphor a disguise use to express the hollow in heart eventually it is just been away for a while, and i believe it will come back to it place<br />
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Although we know there? s much to fear</div>
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When you believe</div>
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Though hope is frail</div>
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Somehow you will</div>
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When prayer so often proves in vain</div>
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Hope seems like the summer birds</div>
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Seeking faith and speaking words</div>
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You will when you believe</div>
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Somehow you will, how you will</div>
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mukrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10900059102818856491noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718215796860412339.post-62511839346390753692013-06-16T10:02:00.001+08:002013-06-16T10:02:06.794+08:00anecdoteI'm in a bad situation at the bad tyme. i dun want love bug at the end of semester. it surely affect my exam. i talk to a friend of mine. He do realise I'm attract to her as I always talk about her. talking about the day she ask whether it is fat or muscle on my chest? my sexual orientation? quite funny. i'm blogging again with my heart guide the keyboard typing. but it not ethically rite. i hate love bug. i text her , but was left out on the final text. Am i the only one who feel? Should i know what her feelings? i'm in a mess, mess than before. yesterday, i couldn't take my eyes from the phone. A friend told me, it is because you are waiting for the wrong person to text you. gosh how pathetic, i feel myself now. i couldn't bear another bug, it is depressing and despair. to think again, it is all started when a friend, a good friend of mine, left me out into isolation for no reason. a man with a buttocks plan in his mind. I dunno, n all the fingers are point to me, to resolve his confusion. just clear it out for a bit. last two days, i dreamt of her. She, who i should not have dreamt. is it because i think of her so badly? what if i'm the only one who feel? such a pathetic person i feel now. n here i am babbling on the blog and hoping for the moon to land on my lap. i have a hole inside. a hole which use to be a wonderful and loving place. a hole that enable me to blog with my heart. i feel like a loss of my self being. i'm so sad rite now. bestfriend position for hire anyone? the position is open.mukrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10900059102818856491noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718215796860412339.post-72105433529461048582013-06-15T12:25:00.001+08:002013-06-24T11:18:05.482+08:00Pabila hati jatuh lg?Astagfirullah.<br />
my heart drop again, for a person that thinks i'm fooling around. i have say it, i like you, let us couple.<br />
but then again, it will make me become the one that i despise. maybe i was in the heat of battle with my heart. i just want to scream n shout of it. to burst it out. to think it again it is the same with the Sally case. oh my people, how i'm into her. i add her in the facebook. which i do not do. dear my fellow readers do help me in the predicament! how to not fall for a person again.....mukrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10900059102818856491noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718215796860412339.post-54390307328248138452013-03-20T23:46:00.000+08:002013-03-20T23:46:38.246+08:00Depression of a Fat Mukrisfor a person who is big and fat like me, always and I repeat always imagine to lose weight and hunk up. And those who used to lose weight and being back to be big and fat. And that even depressed than the first. That is my dilemma. Not to brag the past, but back on those days I could complete 100 push ups and 100 sit up under 11 minutes. But not now, it take couple of minutes to complete it. Do you want to know how this happen??? It's simple overconfident, arrogant and lost track of who you are.<br />
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I tot that past body is eternal, well Al- Mighty Allah sure prove me wrong. It takes a lot of effort, sweat, muscles and not to forget prayers as well. Seriously, now I dun even love to take pictures of me. It's not that I'm not thankful but I have not confident with this state. My waist line reached 42!!! My tummy fat getting bigger. well let's hope none will come after this.<br />
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But hey new resolution now, lose weight now, get into shape by jogs and push ups. Hopefully I managed to achieve it, before the end of this semester. omg!! I really hope this wasn't just a false mission of me. In Shaa Allahmukrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10900059102818856491noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718215796860412339.post-57616924853127627302013-02-27T10:22:00.000+08:002013-02-27T10:22:09.357+08:00AssalamualaikumAssalamualaikum, Greetings, Selamat Sejahtera, Good day. The words that people to greet each. To be used upon meeting anywhere everywhere anytime, well maybe in bed it is another matter. Words that wishes ur sender good condition. You may not wish someone Good Condition my friend. But each and every greeting phrase to hope you are in good health. Greetings may be differ when you are with ur buddy. It may start with ' hey, jawa' 'hey fatty'. We being a stereotype but that doesn't mean we are. It is just we're so close we don't mind the stereotypical. OMG!!! what the Hell am i talking about nothin actually.<br />
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I'm so miss the excitement of journalism of my life.. omg!!! gonna do it more u noe... draft it first b4 post it. therefore i got more things to blog on.<br />
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love you all...<br />
p/s hope you're with memukrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10900059102818856491noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718215796860412339.post-578353700294225862012-05-15T13:11:00.002+08:002012-05-15T13:11:27.517+08:00Mari Mneceritawell i try to remember back back on those days, how i can blog happily with passion and never out of words. How my ideas are bottomless back on those days. N today i wonder why it diminished time by time. loss in interest and excitement. then i reviewed them, the blogs that I've made. I saw the pattern, the style. freshly in mind n express it via the blog. the pioneer of my blog is about love predicament. well i have no longer into it. so ok. i got a story. A story that i kept maybe a month. Well who's counting. a story from my side, the my side of story mukris. It's all began in the morning when i awake from a dream. A dream bout heading back to Dungeon n met all my friends, whose been missing for along time. A conflict wit me wit my ex end up me having a fight with my other friend. N that's the cue to wake up from bed. The weird and awful moment is when you experience the side effect of an unfinished business in dream n bring it to the real life. what the hell ? aper akoo ckp nie?? Never mind, so i text my friend. Asking how you doin n all. then out of sudden she ask me out for a lunch. yeah to catch up since it's been a long time we met or spoke.N free lunch!!! so ok i go wit it.<br />
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it's 2.15 in the evening,i reconfirmed wit her. then she text. 'JOM" So let's go for me then. I hop on my trustworthy Demak and headed to the Mall. it takes me a moment there to figure out the parking space for motorcycles, it was my first time goin to the mall by motorcycle. After a while I wander lone in the Mall. She text me , that she had arrive and waited me in front of a store. A store that i dun wanna to recall what happen. The red-Eye incident. OMG!!! Then we walked to the restaurant and met with her friends. it is very awkward feeling to meet a group that u familiar wit but can't be recall. n the best thing is they noe who u r. Aiyo..... Then she joke, "We're different, well known. huhuhu" owh ok... so after hours of feasting at the resturant, we headed to daiso to buy a hanger as her friend gonna used it to unlocked his car from the outside. Kinda funny to left ur keys at the ignition slot. N with the help of an officer they manage to unlocked it and happily back to their campus or home. me n her headed back to the mall n do what we do best.. GOSSIPIN' hahahaha. we wander without objective just walk around. Until i suggest to go to the cinema. We go to TGV and wait to purchase the ticket. there are not much of choices so we went for This Means War. A great movie which it will be my 2nd time watching it. we got the beaniplex. Well it takes me awhile to know what it meant before we could entered it. An it turns out it's a cinema with Beans Couches. Whoa so comfort and felt like home. before we entered the hall, i saw the Avengers poster, i as about to tall her how excited i am on the Avengers but i stop, maybe she's not into it. but then when she saw it , she immediately said how excited she was on The Avengers. Man.. ur different.<br />
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Then after the movie i send her to the elevator, and bye it's time to go. well for me. made me smile all the way home. How a dream become a nitemare, and how a nitemare become a gud day.mukrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10900059102818856491noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718215796860412339.post-91885871494600457292012-03-23T16:41:00.000+08:002012-03-23T16:42:14.320+08:00when assignment mix with blog...<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;line-height:150%"> There will be a time, a point of life that will occur on each and every one of us, the moment of courage, embarrassment you can say whatever moment it is but truly it is the moment of truth. The time when someone stood up and admitted his or her true feelings towards someone, the moment when ‘I love you’ is said. Before going any further, what does love mean? According to Wikipedia, love is any number of emotions that associated to a strong sense of affection and attachment. On the other hand, through the abstract’s point of view, love is actually a deep, indescribable feeling of compassionate towards others. In this world, there’s no such thing such as a person with no love in him. Love is not only restricted to the one that we like, caring for our family and friends is also actually love. Throughout the human civilization, we had been shown the power of love. There are different sides of love, light side of loveand even the dark side of it. From the story of the magnificent Taj Mahal , how loyal Shah Jehan towards his deceased wife, Mumtaz. Through the love play written by William Shakespeare the love between two families that are in a violent feud , Capulet and Montague family, the story of Romeo and Juliet. So as being , loves has it’s consequences and somehow the dark side of love prevail than the light side. There are several issues related to love and it is mostly linked with social problem. Human to human loves lead to social problem such as runaway from home, drug trafficking, murder and also crime and initiative should be done to prevent this predicament from happen.</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;line-height:150%"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;line-height:150%"> It is a known fact or maybe a common thing to happen when two people are in love. They tend to live together without any bonds of relation or what they called as cohabit. For the sake of their true love they are willing to take the risk living together, follow their loved one blindly without long thought(Wikihow.com, Keith) This is a serious matter as when teenagers especially, are in love they are not in a rational mental state, the tend to follow their emotion instead of their thought. This predicament is no laughing matter as it involves the future, life does not entirely secure when we follow our loves. Does he able to support their life? Will he be loyal after few years of living together? This is the kind of question that they should ask themselves before deciding to cohabit, not after several fights and most severe impact when they both splitting up and try to return to the life that the have abandon in the past, for the sake of their false love. Then they will face major embarrassment, they have made a wrong decision and have to responsible for their mistake. For some people who cannot withstand the pressure, they might commit suicide for the final resort. This can be shown by how truthfully Juliet trusts Romeo, to pretend to be dead in order to live together with Romeo. This problem should be avoided rather than to be cured; there are many ways to overcome this predicament. S. Umadevi states that, parents should play an important role to monitor their child from the early age of their life. They should confine them so that their child does not fall to the hand of destruction. However, Nurezati Ghafar cited that, when child are being confine strictly, they desire for freedom. The freedom that they intend to have seems to be stronger after being hold by their parents. So for the first solution it is best for the parents to keep an eye on their child but not too strict as it can bring very bad consequent.</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;line-height:150%"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;line-height:150%"> Next, one of the problems related with human to human love is to follow lovers to commit crime. As stated in Wikipedia.com/bonnieandclyde some couple have he tendency to indulge crime life. Girls especially at the range from 13 to 25 years old are more attracted to boys with the ‘bad boy’ attitude. It is because it shows their cool attitude which only brings them to fame just at school. But when we look at the adult stage, women who attracted to guys who involves in crime as they are more furious and brave compared to others. Women are willingly to follow the bad lifestyle as long as she is with her lover. This problem is simply degrading one’s morale value, let’s think about it. Do we really want to live a crime life? Life where risks are all over us and danger keep coming. When we become fugitives and that is the point of no turning back. So living in crime life does not have any benefit and it is only cost you sadness and despair. One of the examples of this bad situation is by the love story of Bonnie and <st1:place st="on">Clyde</st1:place>. Bonnie Parker born on <st1:date month="10" day="1" year="1910" st="on">1<sup>st</sup> October 1910</st1:date> and Clyde Barrow born on <st1:date month="3" day="24" year="1909" st="on">24 March 1909</st1:date> were the well known outlaws, robbers and criminals. Barrow was a poor farmer son and stole to support his life. Unfortunately when he aged, his skill and credibility are at the highest level and on January 1930, <st1:place st="on">Clyde</st1:place> and Bonnie first met and she attracted to the handsome <st1:place st="on">Clyde</st1:place> for his bad boy attitude. Their love story do not end as happily ever after, they become fugitives, American Most Wanted and end up being shot to death at Bienville, Parish, Lousiana. We cannot let ‘Bonnie and <st1:place st="on">Clyde</st1:place>’ incident to occur once more, initiative should be done to overcome it from happen. According to Angeline Subrayan , teachers should lead them to an ideal life. At the early age of human life, they spend most time at school, busy with assignment, event and others. Teachers, leader at school should teach and guide them. Whereas, Grace Regina states that friends play an important role in this matter. Student spends most of their time with their friends, having secret with their friends and many things with their friends. Choosing a wrong friend is literally same as choosing the wrong path of life. A good friend will advise his or her friend to success while the bad friends will degrade one’s reputation. So teacher and friend should cooperate to ensure this kind of problem does not occur. With the collaboration between these two sides, one’s will not fall or go to the wrong path of life by indulging crime life.</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;line-height:150%"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;line-height:150%"> As a conclusion, love is not a bad thing to do and to experience. Love is very wonderful when we look on the bright side. How people willing to do for their love really show us the beauty of it. Unfortunately, when they are at the wrong track, they willing to do anything, things that seem to be so obsessive enough to be accepted by the society. Love leads to cohabitation, being accused of crime and also crime indulgence. We should prevent this matter in order to have a brighter future as the teenagers are the future leader who will lead mankind to success.</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;line-height:150%"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;line-height:150%"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;line-height:150%"><br /></p>mukrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10900059102818856491noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718215796860412339.post-47926598234015294832012-02-11T15:15:00.003+08:002012-02-11T15:26:56.669+08:00the day it been strucked the 2nd time and the death of boboy<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg012zdd8I0FDzU58TGsMP3odqrtXMI2MfuIKfF-F4gUZqAmu95HHpvoukdCVUCafGRRYSSKalzkDO2Ej0SzFre1BQ2XPPqNfGveyx21IfDmfNSdxvmykOYopB0tAaMyrVKIKu437MJ6u2_/s1600/P2112577.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg012zdd8I0FDzU58TGsMP3odqrtXMI2MfuIKfF-F4gUZqAmu95HHpvoukdCVUCafGRRYSSKalzkDO2Ej0SzFre1BQ2XPPqNfGveyx21IfDmfNSdxvmykOYopB0tAaMyrVKIKu437MJ6u2_/s320/P2112577.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5707775655262228034" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiY-KCr0rMGEcmKecE_gZ9Y3vGSPFVlQ-IAg8kl6AgFcwBrYTCzA417endKvprqpBuMItzUrrVqZP3PZgp_hTJhLvvzKvVC2R77hvfbNpucIEcbKF7mi8mHOs6KyxPIcRx3JNQd7q7ktiUX/s1600/P2112576.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiY-KCr0rMGEcmKecE_gZ9Y3vGSPFVlQ-IAg8kl6AgFcwBrYTCzA417endKvprqpBuMItzUrrVqZP3PZgp_hTJhLvvzKvVC2R77hvfbNpucIEcbKF7mi8mHOs6KyxPIcRx3JNQd7q7ktiUX/s320/P2112576.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5707775648374611906" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhSKC48HSV_N56TOFpkk9WjTy4yRklWIeVhrhdGJ2pUzWCUFawP4MvJU7kz99oS08cvhjy0rp8i7PrXHCsmbJbHrf8evuqeaK3PZiBOYtnJYgsZec1doCd1K7MY2_UWyvrc2ofUfJzM8vK0/s1600/P2112575.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhSKC48HSV_N56TOFpkk9WjTy4yRklWIeVhrhdGJ2pUzWCUFawP4MvJU7kz99oS08cvhjy0rp8i7PrXHCsmbJbHrf8evuqeaK3PZiBOYtnJYgsZec1doCd1K7MY2_UWyvrc2ofUfJzM8vK0/s320/P2112575.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5707775645788048802" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjsMXz5viOdA8_j8hlA-DeLyc-ZvgaqDFYlSZLZO6SB4YgdLmRwgX8XsDeEWjDNTtDyNYgE7wh2-lscK6TB51oHirgxjzfPwSYodpOarvHsdlDv_kUgXdTidIy1zBqJZXL0j7HBIdDeH3dX/s1600/P2112564.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjsMXz5viOdA8_j8hlA-DeLyc-ZvgaqDFYlSZLZO6SB4YgdLmRwgX8XsDeEWjDNTtDyNYgE7wh2-lscK6TB51oHirgxjzfPwSYodpOarvHsdlDv_kUgXdTidIy1zBqJZXL0j7HBIdDeH3dX/s320/P2112564.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5707775647247091986" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjW-nW0cwC-IjrAQY_PRseCDuciP8sr4BwlIqYTAJjIZkGLaVQfoV3a_lBcmm36Z4qQ9EaR6CtxfwHKdfBh5oiyL2M8yikouFyWPp7mrZRLpOUGgpVzv0hRYXF2-_2EekEpz_8vi7cNRs6Y/s1600/P2112579.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjW-nW0cwC-IjrAQY_PRseCDuciP8sr4BwlIqYTAJjIZkGLaVQfoV3a_lBcmm36Z4qQ9EaR6CtxfwHKdfBh5oiyL2M8yikouFyWPp7mrZRLpOUGgpVzv0hRYXF2-_2EekEpz_8vi7cNRs6Y/s320/P2112579.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5707775664445150082" border="0" /></a>mukrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10900059102818856491noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718215796860412339.post-67245027298510442942012-01-03T16:04:00.002+08:002012-01-03T16:18:08.023+08:00my heart will go on....malas benor nak bercinta dah.... kalau baik bkn maen berbunga2 ayat, mulut wangi ja, mulut manis ja mcm tanam tebu di tepi bibir. kalau da gadoh , kalau ader bomb tue , nak jer lempar kat die.love may guide us to motivation lust! i told before during my blog.<br /><br />nak bercinta coz dpt rase gadoh jer memanjang? pebenda r. malas taw.sms membazirkan credit gado mcm haram n for what? pastu tibe2 jer leyh luperkan n baik2, then gadoh blk.. x ker bangang tue. bercinta to fight. u noe i shud not let my emotion open... since part 2 byk hal jd. tp x kan nak jd robot ja... maybe it's the best way. taking back my words... malas dah r mencari... dun want it.<br /><br />jahat benor akoo break ngan dier... janji bagai nak rak... nan ado pown... dengan member dier yg nak bunuh akoo tue..huhuhuhu dier ader member nak bunuh akoo.. so dier cover akoo... weyh!!! dunia nie x der rule ka?? ko nak takowt per?i still remember it was hari raya, i commented on her facebook. then bamm!!! kene maki coz muahx kat page die.. member dier marah. ape akoo nie tunggul ker aper ko nak bwat mcm tue.when i try to make the realtionship status to her, she put on hold. i ask why hadn't she accept? she said "i dun see it" i being fool ja. she afraid of her fren. then bile akoo bwat single, bkn maen marah! accepting her is only her option.. not accepting people attitude. only her n no others.<br /><br />rugby? believe or not? she manage to do inception on... they no l;onger my prior... speaking of prior it's meant what to be important not only for the priest..<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">i dun want to talk more... as my heart will go on...<br /></div>mukrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10900059102818856491noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718215796860412339.post-41917935088396946692012-01-03T15:49:00.002+08:002012-01-03T16:04:17.275+08:00the reason why i don't use the fruit.....it's a gud day that time..a day to hang out wit frens. not only with the guys, BUT ALSO WITH THE GALS.. they planned to go to what lake i couldn't remembered. we go by car. I'm with the past tense's car, others with the gals with cars. race each other to the lake. and gratefully we arrive safe n sound. got a wonderful tyme if only past tense remember to bring along bathing cloth. to hell with it. my story is not bout the lake.. is the after the lake.<br /><br />we go to a restaurant., waiting for a lifetime for the waiter to come to us and took our orders. n one of my fren brought along frens.. well don't mind of it since they dun disturb or bring any discomfort. then i noticed sumthink... all the people with the fruits , giggling each other, laughing for undefined for me and some of my frens. it's not that i'm a busybody or attention hunter.. it's not that etiquette, to let your pack in mystery. i may in the wrong side , but i do feel annoyed by them.<br /><br />not to forget that they even use their advance tech to spread any info. n those who dun acquired the tech, well sorry for u, we're using the fruits. sgt2 annoying.. i dunno r. i even plan to buy it, my fren really sad i dun buy it, sorry guys, they made me hate it.<br /><br />it's not that i dun want to follow the tech flow, it's how people react with it.<br />"susah r nak contact ko pki fruit r"<br /><br />what the hell? haven't u contact me before, when u not using the fruit...<br /><br />i dunno what to say... messy blog it is...<br />i dun meant my pals... i do have fruits frens but they ok ja!!!<br />but not 'some gals' go with ur so TECH lifemukrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10900059102818856491noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718215796860412339.post-19685338577583927242011-07-22T12:37:00.003+08:002011-07-22T13:12:59.334+08:002nd chance? u burnt it<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFJtRoqC5SXIAP6VWOPVglUPQhVNb0e2gWUPX0i0hiQQjI-0SMxEkSBL9oUL0wj4F17JDg002mDhG-T8QvSbQ2Yo_ESEjpvN1hvJrNcws660rAD5Lj1Uw8qrW1k_4C0IK_jCev9gWdVH15/s1600/gl.jpeg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 284px; height: 177px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFJtRoqC5SXIAP6VWOPVglUPQhVNb0e2gWUPX0i0hiQQjI-0SMxEkSBL9oUL0wj4F17JDg002mDhG-T8QvSbQ2Yo_ESEjpvN1hvJrNcws660rAD5Lj1Uw8qrW1k_4C0IK_jCev9gWdVH15/s320/gl.jpeg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5632040055127483826" border="0" /></a><br />as far as i concerned... i have been monologue with myself to make this entry. monologue for many times.... dissatisfaction towards second chance. it hurts to make this blog, coz it's a false courage towards it. not face the music. but what the hell , u're not a saint either. u have your flaws. remember it's u who turn back on me, not me. then when u finally deceive by it. here come back to me , blaming me, for not being by your side. blaming me for spacing u from me. blaming me for even close with her and everyone. it's time for u to reconcile. to blame not to anyone but yourself,<br /><br />true buddies never let down his friends.. no matter what his choice of life. no matter how ugly the choice. there's a way to solve it, not by that way. owh u not defending ur choice. how ashamed i am, have to wear mask to deny my choice. not forgetting bout ur theory. blaming others for not include u. remember back, it's not them who build wall first, is u. rejecting n neglecting the minor. i still remember how self-fish u r to blame me for not includes u during the event. how can i? while u busy wit ur busy life. ur still living in high school years, thinking everyone will take care of u, while u doing nothin.<br /><br />blaming me for double standard. yeah i admitted it. but it's because i trust u can change rather than others who too cocky to be asked. but no.. u ignored it. it's time for you to think. whether u still jealous of it? coz u're always talk bout it. let bygone b bygone. have strength to face the music, rather than cockily text. what have you done for us is more important than what us can do for u. what have u do during our hardest time? living in fairy tail, that's 2009 story. let's get real.mukrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10900059102818856491noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718215796860412339.post-36889517923614955042011-06-02T01:17:00.002+08:002011-06-02T01:44:51.052+08:00Trickster Of Our Life.....the Marvel have Loki, the God of Mischief. Terrorize the Marvel world with his tricks and lies. Don't be naive that all it will only happen in the comic world. It can also happen in the real world. Not that Loki will come out from the comic and claim apocalypse. Some of us.. destroy relationship with lies.... Corrupting people.. Make an alliance that will downgrade a person... the damn thing is because of the trickster two besties not together anymore.which side is the truth..<br /><br />one side tell other thing , while one sides tell the other thing.. Still keep holding on? or U dun want to tell the truth...<br />huhuhu.. this is just a anecdote... short story b4 long ones.. Truthfully i've no idea what i blogging about.. Nuff Said...<br /><br />love u guys...mukrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10900059102818856491noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718215796860412339.post-83493924112620939802011-06-01T23:58:00.002+08:002011-06-02T01:02:33.975+08:00Are U? or Are U not?<div style="text-align: justify;">Hypocrite? What can we define it as? Well I do browse to the dictionary to know what the exactly the definition of it. So here it is: a person who pretends to have moral standard or opinion which she does not really have. Ok.... how bout poseur? It also define as the same meaning. Being what u not. I remember back on those days during my work as a busser at KFC, a assistant trainee once told me that at some point people will become a hypocrite. They will not noticed it, but the do hypocrite. Being what they not. easy for us to say that how much hatred u put on people that is hypocrite... But how foolish enough of u , not noticing that u'll be hypocrite. I'm a hypocrite, yeah i do. I do also stated that how i hate hypocrite scum. But the ugly truth is.. People will hypocrite. U may not agree wit me, hey it's the life. U have to observe to tell, and that's what i do...<br /><br />For me.. Being hypocrite is to adapt ourselves in a new environment. New place, far from home and no frens.. Like while i'm at dungun. No fren. My hypocrite style, to be a serious person. Build walls around me, confined the relationship between frens. and Shut my internal behavior. being what i'm not. But that's because i dun feel lyke expressing myself to the new era. HUHUHUH seriously, even if i cursed back on those days, people will shocked, it's like wonders of the world. On the other side, my hypocritism do manage to make me to play many role. U'll never imagine what i've gone through. Accepting a Damned Beliefs. huhuhuhu. but no.. Islam still my faith, Allah is still and alway my Al-Mighty. Dun get me wrong guys, I'm still a muslim. And then after a long time of my hypocritism, it become a skill. A skill to handle person. To handle Problem. Answered wit confidence. Solve the problem spontaneously. So what's wrong with that? We have to play it right... Not being hypocrite and being hated by the people. Some called wearing a mask, i called acting, but the truth is, it is called hypocrite.<br /><br />Ok that's about me, how bout people around me? A person who promise the children for their blessing but then ignore them? A child who against the parents, but when there's a fame, the child change? A so called role model behind them? The silent killer? Grudge keeper? Pathetic Loser? Annoying bad boy? Desperate Money Hunter? Poser!!! These are the example of stories of hypocritsm around me... Well some of many... I can't recall it. A story just from me.. One person.. Imagine a hundred person? How many hypocritism storie they noe? how many hypocrite person they encounter?<br /></div><br />well that's all from me...For the hypocrite case..huhuhuhu<br /><br />Love u guys<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:180%;" ><span style="font-family: lucida grande;"></span></span><blockquote><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:180%;" ><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">I hate Hypocrite!!</span></span></blockquote><br /></div>mukrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10900059102818856491noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718215796860412339.post-40541604644895503572011-06-01T16:57:00.002+08:002011-06-01T17:18:57.883+08:00The day it struck me....... right at my head...It's saturday morning, well not so morning as it 12 o'clock in the afternoon.. I woke up and rolling on my bed. I went o the bathroom to bathe and brush my teeth. Then i'm off to training. I got motorcycle training then took my passport photo for my resume'. Then i got ready with the main event of the day. I got alumni league match up with STAROBA. Prepare my boots, socks n even my towel.<br /><br />I waited for Lutfi, then along he came rushing with his MyVi. we got our ass out to the Utara Field. The MCoBA attendance were so low as many of us still stucked at the traffic, but we still managed to begin the game with 15 player on our side. I played n played till it's the last play of the first half. Not knowing that it will be the last play for me for the day. It was at the lineout. The ball were thrown and they got it. Pushing forward to reach the try line, but end up with a ruck... I secure the ruck, but unfortunately i fell and the best part was a knee struck at my head and i heard a strea m of blood rushing pass my ear. At first i thought it may be an internal bleeding but no. It torn my head. Shithead.<br /><br />Then i was headed to the side of the field waiting for the officials to make an action, but no action done. Instead the coach of the MSSS came to me with an ice bucket to clean the wound. After that, one of my collegue decided to send me to hospital, so we headed to University Malaya Medical Centre. the shithead of the hospital was... i was in the emergency department end up i had to go back n forth to see the doctoor before i can even had my head sewn. first my name was called, i go for blood pressure n tetanus toxide. then for x-ray lastly to get stitch. it takes me ywo hour of emergency welfare.<br /><br />How does it feel to have needle and wire stitch on your head? will it be painful? that was the question surround me as I leaned on the ward bed. Will it be as terrible as the SAW movies? Will they shaved my hair. Well it's not that terrified when they had gave you penicilin. not felt anything, just a lil' bit sting and blood driping from your head. But the rest was ok. huhuhuhu<br /><br />love your head, never lose' emmukrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10900059102818856491noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718215796860412339.post-43703696995537303982011-06-01T16:06:00.003+08:002011-06-02T01:45:56.188+08:00Our faith to HimIt really question me?? Am I a true muslim? On what the wrong doing I've done. The sin I commited. The forbidden thing that i'm used to do. the faith that seems to be fading time by time. Thinking of makes my skin crawl.... Crawling as i'm not worthy to live on the earth. We r the slave, the faithful slave of the Al-mighty Allah.. it all started when i watched KArak Highway...<br /><br />What is the story about? A story about a group of university student overnight to kl and on their way to kuantan as they will attending class the next morning. But do they managed to get there on time or did they manage to reach there? the story begins with the urban legend that i also heard during my schooling days. A dad searching for help, a mom comforting her crying son. After a long hours of waiting, the mom disturbed by the radio. The radio frequency changes disruptively. Then she heard a 'bang' on the roof.<br /><br />"What could that be?" she wondered.<br /><br />She glanced at the side mirror, a white figure passing through. Then came along a police car. After a far distance, the police got out from their vehicle and warned the women.<br /><br />"Ma'am, get out from the vehicle and don't ever turn around." the police warned<br /><br />But to make it a story, the woman eventually turn around and see her husband eaten by pontianak. the malay version of vampire. I would like to tell all bout the movie , but that will end up me writng a novel. i point a few points that really cool. First, is when the protagonist, Zura, was religious gurl,Qriah then have her faith gone wrong, encounter the pontianak. She was terrified, terribly afraid. Yeah for sure, if i encounter with a ghost, either silent, scream or if i lucky pass out. Ok back to it, the the pontianak asked her.<br /><br />"eyh, faithful gurl like you afraid of me"<br />"eyh, org beriman pon takowt"<br /><br />it really struck me.... If you have faith in Allah , you'll never afraid of any creature of His creation. Why should we afraid of ghost..... Weak will...<br /><br />Then there a scene, where Tok Malam, a aborigine living nearby their crash site, tell her..<br /><br />"You people know Ayat Kursi, but does not know the meaning , does not apply it"<br /><br />huhuhuh that sentences make my ears burn. i do not know what i say during pray. Just say it from the begining never have faith. it really change my perspective, on everything in life. Back to where i started. Bit afraid as i'll be be Karak Highway.....<br /><br />ok then guys n girls<br />love you'allmukrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10900059102818856491noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718215796860412339.post-67441118028275853172011-05-27T02:23:00.001+08:002011-05-27T02:28:14.216+08:00tired...penatnyer.... i'll blog tommorrowmukrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10900059102818856491noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718215796860412339.post-86580370943427700182011-05-26T00:41:00.003+08:002011-05-26T01:09:07.439+08:00legacyoh God, Ya Allah,,,<br /><br />it's been a long time since i blog... February 7th to be exact the last blog i wrote... missing those time where i kept my mouth shut and let the word spread by itself, a time where harmony as it at home's harmony around us... huhuhuhu but not now. i can't let my blog life gone. i'll be end up being a guy with silly english. why does it happen? how my interest on blog vanished? gone in split second? let me talk bout it...<br /><br />it may cause by the dysfunctional laptop of mine. fell from faris's bike then bye2 to my trusty laptop. or is it because the busy-ness of me? of just me. i'm lazy to update with it? sure i have plenty of story to tell. many in my head , waiting to be type into the blog. i just need the old enviroment, where i can blog anywhere i can. the mood. the sence of journalism,criticsm n whatsoever.<br /><br />think bout those days where i'm able to blog in the middle of dungun waiting to breakfast. isn't it take a lot of commitment? on the blog itself. if it not by my collegue , i would never feel the sensation of typing what the mind thought. She asked me to make report (which i'm over the deadline sorrie) that time i sat on the seat at Worm cyberstation. as i'm ready to click on the message, i noticed that i left my draft paper in the car... then i just let it go, n type it what i noe.. then it come to this moment... typing a new post, a new entry for my ressurection of mukrisrahimyahaya's blog life. mark my words. One Blog, Each day. the story of my life. The my side of story. My view on the incident.<br /><br />I miss the old days....mukrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10900059102818856491noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718215796860412339.post-10918563120502719492011-02-07T09:31:00.000+08:002011-02-07T09:32:44.420+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCnPiqrIWAloAeZlQe4bPUc8jyJz5VbfdZuzpcY7aIK0LgRDGk8Af2dUl9g2J719o3z-dsDIjYJUGTtTq87u1MvxXQIZQU_8KQGYD7C7fDtVSzcqAoIfYdUSOfZIsXq5Gdc7mdp7ImBCsd/s1600/galatians.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 205px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCnPiqrIWAloAeZlQe4bPUc8jyJz5VbfdZuzpcY7aIK0LgRDGk8Af2dUl9g2J719o3z-dsDIjYJUGTtTq87u1MvxXQIZQU_8KQGYD7C7fDtVSzcqAoIfYdUSOfZIsXq5Gdc7mdp7ImBCsd/s320/galatians.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5570754449564531074" border="0" /></a>mukrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10900059102818856491noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718215796860412339.post-25124406225225851022010-10-01T16:40:00.002+08:002010-10-01T16:59:05.397+08:00presentation for dummies<br />-wear jeans and also jeans blazer<br />-not prepared<br />-not go for friday prayer<br />-do the powerpoint unwisely.<br /><br />that's for dummies, unfortunately today... mukrisrahimyahaya is the dummy.<br />i.d.k....<br /><br />with all the work and assignment...<br />i can't blame them,.....<br /><br />it's my responsibility.....<br /><br />thinking to repeat my r.o.<br /><br />shitheadmukrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10900059102818856491noreply@blogger.com0