as far as i concerned... i have been monologue with myself to make this entry. monologue for many times.... dissatisfaction towards second chance. it hurts to make this blog, coz it's a false courage towards it. not face the music. but what the hell , u're not a saint either. u have your flaws. remember it's u who turn back on me, not me. then when u finally deceive by it. here come back to me , blaming me, for not being by your side. blaming me for spacing u from me. blaming me for even close with her and everyone. it's time for u to reconcile. to blame not to anyone but yourself,
true buddies never let down his friends.. no matter what his choice of life. no matter how ugly the choice. there's a way to solve it, not by that way. owh u not defending ur choice. how ashamed i am, have to wear mask to deny my choice. not forgetting bout ur theory. blaming others for not include u. remember back, it's not them who build wall first, is u. rejecting n neglecting the minor. i still remember how self-fish u r to blame me for not includes u during the event. how can i? while u busy wit ur busy life. ur still living in high school years, thinking everyone will take care of u, while u doing nothin.
blaming me for double standard. yeah i admitted it. but it's because i trust u can change rather than others who too cocky to be asked. but no.. u ignored it. it's time for you to think. whether u still jealous of it? coz u're always talk bout it. let bygone b bygone. have strength to face the music, rather than cockily text. what have you done for us is more important than what us can do for u. what have u do during our hardest time? living in fairy tail, that's 2009 story. let's get real.
