Friday, March 27, 2009

Myself it is...

Hey yeah!!!


Well i dunno what should i say or even talk on to.Well frustration conquered me as i no longer have the chance to get Mara scholarship.Dude , i don't even have any back up plan.Well anyway,how about i talk bout me,myself and only ,just Mukris.


For some reasons, most people,i repeat most people got my name wrong.There are Mukhriz,Mukhris,Murkis,Riz and even Mulqris. Dude,Mulqris totally gone wrong.My name is M.U.K.R.I.S. No need to add 'h' after k. Or even replace 's' with 'z'. Mukris is quite enough.



Some people thought,that Mukris as a name is really strange.


"Huh Mukris,what kind of name is that?"


Though Mahathir's son named Mukhriz,huh i don't care.



Origin


For classic movie lover,they might have watched 'Antara 2 Darjat'.Played by Tan Sri P.Ramlee.One of the character named Ungku Mukhriz. Well my dad got the idea to give his second name based on Ungku Mukhriz.Since i'm not a royal Johore bloodline da Ungku is removed,and Mukhriz being simplified to simply Mukris.\


i do love my name not because i have to,but i simply love it coz i'm one in a million.


"Hey how often u can meet wit a group of mukris,mukhriz or Mulqris?"



NICKS


Most of my primary skool pals called my by the name of 'MUK'.Well it's nice.Simple n cool name.Part of my name being called. huh?.

then when i entered secondary skool .One of my frens have the same ,well literally have same name as me.And i do get confused


"huh, are they calling me or u?"


Frankly , i don't care what people thought of my name.


"Dude, that's strange!"


"Whoa,what a name."


Well as long as i have this name. I'll be happy


to conclude



Hi,how are you?

My name is Mukris

M.U.K.R.I.S.


Friday, March 13, 2009

lovebug no more

hey yeah, i don't know what to express to this blog.Gone to s.p. weeks later. Really makes me think of home.And experience a shock of an old feeling....I don't know whether should i express it.Okay this may not as long as others coz i don't prepare it properly.well ok then.......da past 3 blogs, i express on da gurl i love, well now use to love. How? should i continue it?ok i've been depressed for da early of jan 2008. the open relation suddenly no more between us.i didn't meant to talk bout it, but just wanna express it.mayb bout my card. i make cards for her,by that time i noe how to use creativity to make cards.yeah i over-express it....really mission just to tell that i love her,not to make us lover.then on march there was a holiday.so i watched a hindustan movie. Kal HoNa ho. Maybe tomorrow? In the script the actor said, the more we chase for love,the further it go...huh? so , i take the script as my guidance, i try to loosen it a little. try to forget sumone u use to love is lyke remembering sumone u don't even noe.but still i try to contact her time by time. but we're not as close as b4. its make me felt uncomfortable.short answer. no continuation.borink.sometimes i even thought i maybe a nuisance to her..after a long tyme, i received a message from her. apologizing for her wrongdoings.....well i forgive her.. there's no other things to do than forgiving ,when sumone ask for apology.yeah ok we're sms-ing for while.then nothing occurs..it's lyke da same moment of no her around.still i don't blame her. why should i blame her?da Man should make the first step.. is it right? or not?well n.e.way i've learn so much from her . how to stay relax in front of gurl n others.should i post da blog????does it make any better between us. really .missing da moment when we're close. stay contact .oftenly.nayh, i not going to say 'i love u' again to her.it ain't rite....i do love her just for a friend never as lover.well i think that's all huh????just depend on Allah on what happen next.thx for spending time to read my blog..

love sucks

hey........
Thanks for viewing my blog.Well the reason I wrote it ,I..ve a problem .Well it maybe a emotional problem.Well here I am writng this blog early in the morning.It keep me awake,so I decided to express it via this blog
The problem I..ve encounter is LOVE......
I haven..t being love since I was a student till yesterday.Well now ,I very sure I..m really in love.I..m in love with someone.Someone who is my very own friend.I have no experience on loving .So I decided to kept it.Unfortunately this morning the long kept love is bugging me off.So why should I keep it. She will never know it.Why do I afraid to tell her my feelings?
Past.
Don..t know how to handle the answer.
Physical Appreance.
We'ce been friends since we were 8 years old.Well , first of all ,I..m not close to girls when I was in primary school.Well I..m quite shy to girls that time.And hey I was a little chubby those days.Might be a unfriendly person to girls.Past haunt me to love her.So after primary school ,I went to a boarding school.Learn on unity,stand and what is love from my friends.But still my past make me afraid to tell her how in love I am to her.
Well physical appreance.I..m quite a chubby boy back on those days.But still I..m a big boy now.It is said ..LoVE Is BLiNd...Well it was a 50-50 for me.Back when I was 14.I..m having a relation with girl from another school.Well we got pretty close .Messaging till late night.She even invited me to accompany her to go out.Well my excellence on typing messages and my tone of voice make her doing that.She even willing to call me using phone booth because her credit has expired.Unfortunately,every beginning has it ends.One day I uploaded my picture to my profile.From that moment I haven..t receive any message or phone call from her.Well what happen to LOVE IS BLINd.Since that days I thought do girls care more on their mate..s appreance?Well when there is Yin ,there is Yang.Recently I went to a mall and I saw a lot of different kind of couple.Not every couple is match.It seems that some people not match as their mates.And then I realise.Not all people are the same.Just don..t judge people quickly.Know them better first.It seem heart is also important.Some people just want to love to who a person really are.Not all people are choosy.
Well about her, huh?Well I started to in touch when i was 15 . If I not mistaken.Well we were close friends .Nothing to describe more.Should I?
I..m in love with she. She who is my friend. Should I tell her?How can I take her answer?Appreance?Attitude?Heart?Well I hope my relationship with her does not destroy by this blog.well I don..t know she might ....well don..t know to.But hope...