6 years Fast Forward

 Assalamualaikum and Good Day Fellow Readers,

I do not know whether you're still keen to blogging anymore. Believe me, I was strayed from blogging for along time. though I do love the passion and love being put into my blogs. Well I'm entered my 30's so some say it's when the beginning started. Well I pray for the best.

So my last blog was on 2016. Now it is 2022, so 6 years had past without any entry or insight from my side of story. there are so many thing happen during the span of 6 years sad and happy memories, mistakes that make me wise to face the future.

Being happily married for 5 years now with my University sweet heart. Marry her was one of my biggest rights in my life. though I kid you not into her at first. but as the conversation and relationship moves, there's a bond that is much more than friendship; love. She taught me how to behave and become a better man. Both spiritual and appearance. I learnt how to lower my ego and it is better to lose rather than to lose her. Moment without her being happy was not a good one. But we do manage to reconcile and move forward.

I'm with 3 children. My two beautiful first born twins and a little angel with big eyes. I love them very much is a cliche statement. So I'm gonna quote from Barney

"You are the love of my life, Everything I have and everything I am is yours." 

The love for your children is indescribable. But once you felt it, it is a mix of endless love for your child and realization how your parents love you. It like no matter what you do, i'm gonna love you. The struggle with the twins were hard, both financially and mental. One cry, another will join crying. One sleeps another crying, then they rotate. They endless sleepless night had help me to appreciate a simple siesta during the day. The twins now a proud sister of the new child. Where they love to play and took care of her. My forever angel do not grow fast my dear.

Though I had been married for 5 years, i had not move out from my mom house yet. Still living with safety net. Hopefully will venture through safety net less life in few months. I bought a flat after being married. A simple flat for my family. Seeking to create a memories for the years to come.

All in all. The hardship in life had brought me here to this day, this moment. To ensure you, my dear readers. It is fine to be slow in life as long as you move forward. Never afraid to make mistakes. Though I do still have more to learn but i do feel much wiser 6 years ago. Love you all.

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